Portuguese/Italian/Mediterranean ancestry here (with a nose to show for it, not too dissimilar to ur pre-op one) , and something for me that helps is that I can accept my type of nose on others more than on myself— like, the pre-op photos of you look perfectly fine to me, no flaws there! But we are taught to nit pick our own features so harshly that after eons of staring in the mirror, even good features look odd, like saying a word over and over until it no longer feels normal in the mouth.